Need for Natural Disaster

The rate at which the world is degrading is alarming. 

There are things which is beyond common man's control.

Globalization by far has resulted in disrupting the fine balance and harmony of how things work.

Some things auto adjust locally.

When it tilts, it topples. There needs an adjustment.

I feel the greatest adjustment is that which nature does through natural disasters.

Bitter pain for greater good. Many souls will cry and the pain is terrible.

As a human, today I have witnessed the death of my soul by wishing so.

Experiencing what counts..

I still cant get interms with my conscience. Guilt dominates although there is an urge for defense but I find myself defenseless.

Its not with a sense of irony that life treats each of us. We make ourselves.

The explanations for seeking or giving care ended up in disasters.

Although we feel that we have changed at most instances, we irrevocably remain ourselves with our cores intact. We truly know ourselves.

At times we get a glimpse of that real self of others and is often brushed off with too many reasons, but we know when we look directly into the eyes.

It is all that matters, if we chop the exterior and see what really counts.

Once we know what we truly seek and know whatever comes with it, relatively good or bad, won't matter until we have what we seek.

Its when we lose it, that a true difference is seen.

Accepting being an outcast!

What happens when you get to know that the strongest of your beliefs are questionable.

What happens when you have no evidence of those beliefs being true or false.

There are always two ways, one to believe and be on the dandy journey and die believing them and another trying to find the truth.

It is this same scenario that my legs are in and i am tried of lying to myself, trying to justify things which were bulldozed onto me when I was young.

I need to find the truth. This has caused much unease among people i am surrounded with.

If it is anyone I know reading this, yes, I accept being an outcast if it is at the cost of finding the truth.

Diigo: Web Highlighter and Sticky Notes

At one point of time or the other we must have thought, oh! if only there was a highlighter for the web pages.

Probably you read quite a lot on the internet and need to refer sometimes to your thesis references, or probably some important points on a page.

If so, you might want to take a look at Diigo: Web Highlighter addon for Firefox browser.

Some included good features which enable you to

  • Add persistent highlights and sticky notes on any webpage
  • Save your bookmarks and cache bookmarked pages on the web so you can access them anywhere, anytime
  • Organize and search your bookmarks by tags and lists, and by full-text search
  • Share your bookmarks with friends and groups, and through twitter, facebook, etc
  • Enable you to connect with people who have bookmarked the same page or site
  • Easily publish your bookmarks and annotations to blogs

 

diigoRead more about Diigo here

Trust

A reliable enemy is preferred to an unreliable friend

I happened to stumble upon a very well articulated read today. Although most of it is a common knowledge, but reading it brings more clarity.

Trust is both emotional and logical. Emotionally, you expose your vulnerablities to others, expecting that they will not take advantage of them. Logically, you access the probability of someone behaving in a predictable manner, based on the facts and opinions you have collected.

Dimensions of trust include,

Predictability: Trust means being able to predict what other people will do and what situations will occur. If we can surround ourselves with people we trust, then we can create a safe present and an even better future.

Value Exchange: Trust means making an exchange with someone when you do not have full knowledge about them, their intent and the things they are offering to you.

Delayed Reciprocity: Trust means giving something now with an expectation that it will be repaid, possibly in some unspecified way at some unspecified time in the future.

Exposed Vulnerabilities: Trust means enabling other people to take advantage of your vulnerabilities – but expecting that they will not do this.

Read more here

She is gone.

The mother has left this nest.
I don’t know where she has gone.
Feels like she is around, doesn’t feel like she’s gone.

It strikes to me that probably I could never ever communicate with her like I did before, in any place or at anytime.
I have lost her like others.
There is no replacement for mother, her protection, her love.

Grief upon grief continuously.. I am tired.
Tried to get out of this vicious condition, in many stupid ways, but ended up hurting myself and others.
I think I need to accept my destiny, to suffer.
Don’t know how much, and for how long.

Work

Working without a purpose non-stop till you drop dead tired is at the moment doing the trick for me to get out of this horrendous state.

This post marks those rare moments, where the streak of work is broken as I steal couple of moments to blog about whats happening.

I have no idea of whatsoever is the motivation but I am going on.